I've start workin as at 15th May2006, so that means that i do not have time for my baby. These 2 days at work was ok for me as i dun really think of Cedric that much. The feeling of missing him starts acting up only when i see him back at home.

Sometimes i wonder if he misses me too... but my mom was quick to give me a negative answer...Makes me kinda sad though. But she said that it was due to his age...he's too young to miss me.

After i started working, the only bad thing is that i seem to not have enough time for any thing else. Especially for Colin. He felt that he is being left out. But I guess that is how working life is...

Cedric has grown up alot... will post his pics on the next entry.

Every week I'll make a visit to my mother-in-law's place but for this wk, Colin decided that we will not make it compulsary to visit her every week cuz it's expensive to take a cab to and fro. And besides, we've got nothing to do when we're there. No more playing mahjong cuz my mom-in-law doesn't like it. I was so angry with her last week. Her attention is all on Cedric and when he cries, it's worst. As mother of Cedric, naturally I'll attend to him when he cries. But last week she refuse to let me attend to him while he is crying...I was carrying him and pacifying him den she came and snatch Cedric away from me... I was very hurt by it. I really wonder how long can i stand having such a mother-in-law. I mean she's ok when she doesn't hv her relapse...but she can really get on my nerves when she's hving her relapse.

I dun wan Colin to be caught in the middle of this but I know that my patience has a limit. I can only pray that everything will work out fine for my family.

Mommy said her piece @ |9:58 AM|

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