It's actually more than a week already and I know alot of you are curious about how I'm coping...

It's really stressful trying to handle Cedric...For the first few days at home, he was very co-operative. Cry only when he NEEDS attention, e.g: need to be fed, change diaper...now, he's crying when he WANTS attention, e.g: wants to be carried even after he's fed, wants to suckle before he sleeps.

After a week of observation, I came with a conclusion that Cedric doesn't like to be changed. Regardless of whether it's his diaper or his clothes. Why did i say that? He'll scream his lungs out whenever someone/anyone change his clothes or diapers. And he oso like to do his "business" halfway...preferably after we cleaned him and right after we put on the new diaper.

Right now, besides trying to catch some sleep, most of my time is spent trying to remember when was the last time i fed Cedric and expressing breast milk. Colin is still trying to cope with being a new father and sometimes i can see that he is feeling low. He thinks that he's not doing enough, which i dun agree with him. He denies that he has any feelings for his son but at the first sign of distress from Cedric, he's always the 1st one to know. You can catch him walking pass my mom's room, peeking into the room to check whether his son is awake or not. Hahaha~ so much for not having any feelings huh!!

Thats gonna be all for nw, getting tired and slightly irritated by my wound. Till I have the time, Ciao for now!

P/S: Do check out Cedric's new pics in the Gallery.

Mommy said her piece @ |11:10 PM|

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