eyks....looking at the counter above i really feel the pressure...I mean... juz look at it...90 days left it says...that makes it 3 mths left...urgh@!

Yet to pack my hospital bag...my room isn't pack(not to mention CNY coming), and worst of all i hvn't decide if i wanna hv episotomy and epidural....urghx2!@#!

Wat have i been doing in the past 6mths? Really lagging i suppose...wondering hw will i eva cope when i need to return back to the workforce...not forgetting that i still need to give baby his night feed.... urghhhh$%$#$%!

hell...plenty of things nw crossing my mind and i'm constantly hving headaches...my last check-up wasn't that good cuz the sugar level in my urine was high...the doc suspect that i might be diabetic and suggest that i go for a blood test... I doubt i was diabetic cuz that night b4 the appointment, i had 3 ferrero rochers and a bowl of tangyuan(sweet dumplings). then the morning b4 the appointment, i had another 2 more bowls for breakfast....hw not to hv high sugar level that morning... but after that i was given straight instructions not to have anything sweet...but that wun do... i can't leave w/o chocolates....i must have them at least once a day....its driving me crazy not to eat chocolate....

right nw...Zhi Yi is very very active... can really feel him moving most of the time... my tummy looks like a waterbed... if u know wat i mean...it doesn't really hurt that much except those occasional stretching that he makes...it makes u feel like ur tummy is gonna burst open...and boy u're so heavy...nw i can feel the strain even juz walking for <1 hr...nowadays i hardly ask ppl to go out with me...cuz i feel so cumbersome...feel like humpty dumpty...hahaha...not to mention that i feel like one big ball...

Anyway, all i can do nw is wait for the moment to arrive and be patient about it...already feel that i'm getting very impatient...actually i do think that i'm still not well prepared for the arrival and yet i dunno what is it that i have yet to do/ learn...kind of make me worried...

Here's this wk's baby fact:

Your Baby's Development This Week
Age of Fetus—25 weeks
This week marks the beginning of the 3rd trimester, which is a big step for you and the baby! Around this time the baby begins opening and closing its eyes which were fused shut for much of the pregnancy.

Other changes that are happening:
The baby's lungs are growing rapidly.
The baby's brain wave patterns are similar to a newborn at birth.
You should feel at least ten kicks within a two hour period ( 7-10pm is a very active period).
Baby's Size (head to rump) this week: 9.7 inches
15.25 inches (head to toes)
Weight: a little more than 2 lbs The baby's size is about the length of a standard kitchen spatula.

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