Dear all,

sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time...i know i owe u ppl out there plenty of explanations...

First, i was downright bz with wrk and preparing for my wedding... all that juz kept me so bz...and above all i keep getting sick... Frankly speaking, i was even hospitalised b4 my wedding...can u imagine that? I was admitted for excessive vomitting...there's even a scientific name for it...called hyperemesis gravidarum...cheem huh? that's wat i tot too... but lucky for me all i need to do was to be on drips...but that's the funny part... the doc couldn't find my veins, den even when he found it, it collapsed. I hv to hv the drips delivered thru my arms... juz like when u go for blood donation.

The wedding was chaotic for me... but lucky all went well... dun wanna mention much here as this is dedicated to my baby...

I keep getting a feeling that this baby here in me is a boy ...dun ask me y but i juz get that feeling...and besides, i heard that when u have a ger, u'll look more pretty which in my case i dun cuz of all the pimples and stuff. And maybe i was juz trying to kid myself cuz i wanted a boy to get over with my task of producing heir to the family...if this is a ger that means i'll hv to try harder for a guy and oso means that i hv to go thru all the vomiting stuff all over again... which i'm not so keen....

right now, i've already told Colin that i only wanted one kid but we nv know when he'll misfire again(wahahha)...yup yup i know that it's gonna be very lonely for my kid but rite nw i can only take things step by step....

this kid here is already being well loved by all even when ppl hv not seen it yet...think about it...when this baby is due, all attention will be on him/her. of cuz, there's this pressing question that i hv in my mind and that is if this kido here will be a spoilt brat...the chances here are actually quite high u know... with all the attention that it is getting well before it is born and things like tat, hw not to worry..? But words to all my frens out there, i know that u'll help me take care of my kid but when it's punishment time from my parents or even myself, pls do not interfere... i really think that i'm a spoilt child and i truely dun one to hv my kid behaving like me....

I'm reaching my 4th mth soon and of cuz like the heading, my tummy is showing and i'm running out of clothes to wear... damn, the clothes that are being sold in the maternity shops are really ex. Lucky for me i found an alternative... i went to yahoo auction to buy my clothes... they are alot cheaper...though choices are really limited but for me, i guess, as long as i can wear something out and at least look presentable, den i dun really care that much.

i know tat even when u are pregnant, u can oso feel sexy but being who i am, i juz like those words that are on my purse: "do i look like i freaking care?"

okies... i guess that's all for nw... i've got plenty of time to update my blog cuz I'M NOT WRKING ANYMORE!!! so i've got no more excuses for not updating....I've got an appointment with d hospital on 26/10/05 to hv my blood taken ....juz to check if kido has down symdrome...i was told that the risk is really low for me but u know i hv to be caution rite...wish me luck!!

Mommy said her piece @ |11:07 AM|

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