As the title suggested, I'm feeling kind of blue lately...All the backaches and depression are starting to set in. When i have the feeling to talk to someone about it, I realise that all my friends are busy with work or their own stuff, then I'll juz give up talking cuz I do not want to disturb them. I'm really feeling very negative these days. I have a bad tempered father and sometimes I really do wonder if I've made a rite decision to bring a child into this world, into a family like mine? I feel that I've already dragged an innocent party, Colin into a messy family and now I've created another life and bringing it into this family. I do tell Colin that I will not hate him if come that day that he made a decision to leave me. I'll be glad for him cuz he's finally out of misery. Of cuz, when I told him that, I've got a scolding from him. But still I can't help feeling that I've not done enough for him. Not a good wife and wun be the good mother that he expected me to be. I'm scared that I'm a disappointment to him and his family. Think enuf has been said and below will be the updates.

Baby's Development This Week
Age of Fetus - 31 weeks
The baby continues to grow at an amazing rate of development. The baby may be sucking its fingers and thumbs, preparing for the process of breast feeding. Your baby is making its grea test demands for protein and fat in the later stages of pregnancy so your nutrition is, as always, very important to your pregnancy and the baby.

Other changes that are happening:
The volume of amniotic fluid has reached its maximum amount. You will have 2-6 cups of this fluid by the time the baby is born.
Your breasts may now be going through a great deal of change preparing for the newborn.

Baby's Size (head to rump) this week: 12 inches
19.5 inches (head to toes)

Weight: 4.5 lbs

The baby's size is the length of a ruler.

Mommy said her piece @ |6:05 AM|

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