Cedric has some new tricks up his sleeve...

1. He's able to slowly crawl down from my mom's bed to the floor..which he'll take eternity if no one is near enuf to encourage him. He's scared that he'll fall off/loose his balance.
2. When we say bye bye to him, he'll lift his hand up to open n close his palms showing bye bye.
3. He knows what is gong xi gong xi by closing his palms and putting them together.

My mom has been complaining about my dad for not helping her look after Cedric and I was told that when my mom rest for the slightest moment, my dad will be really unhappy...I myself experiance it yesterday. After dinner, my mom n I were like watching TV and we wanted to wash the dishes after the show. My dad was looking after Cedric and was was staring at my mom n i for not doing the dishes...i mean, its not that we dun wanna do it...but we were like waiting for the commercial/the show to end. He simply dun understand that. I find that he is very unreasonable. He can sleep whole day and leave my mom to take care of Cedric. And when my mom sleeps in late or takes a nap, he'll either wake my mom up or make sarcastic remarks when she wakes up. He dun need to wake up in the night to look after Cedric. I find that he is being unfair to my mom.

I'm seriously looking for another alternative so that my mom wun be so tired. But i cant let my mother-in-law take care of Cedric as she cant even take care of herself. She keep asking us to stay over the weekend but bcuz most of the time we go back on sundays so we are unable to stay over. On my sis's wedding, Colin n I decided to stay over but we did not expect to have a prob. The prob was my mother-in-law. Initially we knew that she'll want us to slp in the master bedroom where they slp, but we rejected the offer. Then she "suggest" that she slp with baby if we dun wanna take the master rm. we turn her down again...baby was sick and we dun wanna anyone else to catch his germs. Cedric was crying cuz he is coughing alot and she insisted that baby slp with her so that she can take care of him. Colin told her that he is like that everytime it reaches bedtime but she wun listen. while Colin is bathing, she tried to put the mattress into her room but i stopped her. I was thinking if everytime i stay over at her place and THIS happens again, i might tell her that I'm going hm str WITH baby. Lucky for me she gave up and baby went to slp.

To Colin: So many things i wanted to say upfront to you but i know my words hurt and they hurt real bad. I can only vent my anger here. Sometimes i really hope that you can stay longer in the living room to join my mom. Be it watching TV or looking after Cedric. I'm stuck in between when you head into the room after dinner n nv come out. I would love to spend time with u watching tv or playing games in our rm but then if i'm in the rm too my mom would say that we are not concern about Cedric. That's y I stayed outside. but when i'm outside i'll feel that y i'm always the one taking care of Cedric when you get to play games in the rm?I know you wanna have time for yourself but so do i. The only time i have for myself is when i go for treatment or yoga. Even after i came back from these, i also stayed outside to look after him. When i have treatments you'll wait for me at JP so you dun have to go hm look after baby.

I'm sorry for being so whiny and full of complaints... but i think this is my only source of outlet. Regardless if anyone is still reading this or not.