Saturday, May 27, 2006
It's all worth while
It's been about 2 weeks since i last blogged. Been busy with work and I feel that I hardly had time for myself and not to mention Cedric. Lucky for me I can still count on my mom to take care of Cedric. But I guess I have to be more independent cuz my mom has more to worry rite now...
My Father was diagnosed yesterday that he is diebetic and he nearly had his toe amputated. But thank God that my father's condition was not that bad but my mom has got to help control his diet.
Sorry to have kept all of you waiting for the latest pics of Cedric. Please click
here to visit the gallery. Watch him grow and hope you enjoy the slideshow.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
No more time for baby
I've start workin as at 15th May2006, so that means that i do not have time for my baby. These 2 days at work was ok for me as i dun really think of Cedric that much. The feeling of missing him starts acting up only when i see him back at home.
Sometimes i wonder if he misses me too... but my mom was quick to give me a negative answer...Makes me kinda sad though. But she said that it was due to his age...he's too young to miss me.
After i started working, the only bad thing is that i seem to not have enough time for any thing else. Especially for Colin. He felt that he is being left out. But I guess that is how working life is...
Cedric has grown up alot... will post his pics on the next entry.
Every week I'll make a visit to my mother-in-law's place but for this wk, Colin decided that we will not make it compulsary to visit her every week cuz it's expensive to take a cab to and fro. And besides, we've got nothing to do when we're there. No more playing mahjong cuz my mom-in-law doesn't like it. I was so angry with her last week. Her attention is all on Cedric and when he cries, it's worst. As mother of Cedric, naturally I'll attend to him when he cries. But last week she refuse to let me attend to him while he is crying...I was carrying him and pacifying him den she came and snatch Cedric away from me... I was very hurt by it. I really wonder how long can i stand having such a mother-in-law. I mean she's ok when she doesn't hv her relapse...but she can really get on my nerves when she's hving her relapse.
I dun wan Colin to be caught in the middle of this but I know that my patience has a limit. I can only pray that everything will work out fine for my family.
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Friday, May 05, 2006
Starting to get used to Cedric
From his birth till now, it's been 6 weeks already. And since then he has grown pretty big. His "height" is 55cm and his weight is 4.4kg(as of 29/04). During my 1 month confinement, he has never slept with me during the nite. One reason is Colin and I are both bad sleepers and we toss alot during the nite. Another reason is we are scared that we might injure him or something during the nite. But i guess the most valid reason is that we are selfish and we wanted to have our good night rest.
Recently Cedric has been sleeping with me in my room. The reason being Colin has to go back camp and I want to let my mother rest. Can't be that selfish right? For the 1st night that he was with me, Cedric was really an angel. Though he still cries for his meals but it was bearable. But the 2nd nite was bad cuz he cried non-stop...even after i fed, changed his diaper and burped him. I only managed to stop him from crying by putting him on his side with his pacifier stuck in his mouth. And that really does the trick(started by my mom).
I felt that after sleeping with him for the past few days I've more patience with him. I could also differentiate his cries and not hurry to him at the slightest whimper(cuz he can really fake). Right now, as I'm writing this entry, Cedric is sleeping behind me on my bed. Hopefully he can remain this quiet for the next 3-4 hrs till his nxt feed.
Think I'll go catch some sleep now. By the way I've consolidated all his pictures into one album/link under the
Gallery by month for easier viewing.
P/S: As I always said, clever ideas are invented by lazy people and I admit that I'm lazy. So being lazy, I refuse to wake up and go to the kitchen to make Cedric's milk. And thus i came up of this idea of placing the thermal flask and milk dispenser by the bed so that i wun have to walk to the kitchen. Nice idea rite...hehehe.
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